Untitled, part IV
“No doubt you have heard stories about the fall of man and the expulsion from paradise, leading to armies of angels and demons engaged in an eternal struggle for the heart and souls of mankind. Modern thought dismisses such ideas as folklore, on par with myths of Zeus and Hercules, entertaining tales with moral lessons but no relationship with reality. But what would you say if I told the stories were, for the most part, true, if somewhat distorted by the passage of time? Not only true, in fact, but only the tip of the iceberg of the whole story?”
“I would say that you were crazy,” Alex replied, his voice shaking, not nearly as certain in his pronouncement as he would liked to have appeared. “Or a televangelist, which I suppose isn’t that much of a difference.”
Jonathan smirked. “As I said, the truth has been somewhat distorted over time,” he continued. “Indeed, those televangelists would no doubt faint dead away in fright if they knew the whole of the story. Or that the spiritual powers they impersonate were in fact possessed by others, those who in truth are fighting the battle to which they only pretend.”
“Get to the point,” Alex blurted out, tired of this man’s dramatics. I need to know just how fast I should run screaming. If I could run, that is, he amended ruefully. His sarcasm didn’t seem able to completely conceal the knot pressing down on his lungs, however.
“The ‘point’, as you call it,” Jonathan said sharply, “is meaningless without context. All you know is your own very minor experience, but there is a larger picture with which we are concerned, and which is very concerned with you. You are soon to encounter enemies to freeze your young blood, and if you want to survive it, you must understand exactly what you are going to be fighting.”
“I’m not going to be fighting anything!” Alex exclaimed, jumping out of his chair. “I don’t know what kind of supernatural battle you’ve involved me in, but I want no part of it. Unlock that door now!”
“You don’t have a choice. You are involved, and if you run away from me it will simply follow you home. Unless you wish to expose your loved ones to danger as well as yourself, you will sit down and hear me out.” Jonathan’s eyes had narrowed, and his voice boomed through the large room, echoing off the walls in an unsettlingly unnatural way. Alex felt a shove on his chest, though he saw nothing there, and he fell back into his seat. “Good. From here on, do not interrupt me unless you have a legitimate question. I will tolerate no more childish outbursts.
“Most people know of angels, though to far too many they are merely effeminate cherubs adorning paintings or mantelpieces. In reality, they are fearsome warriors, and though true and good, they would terrify any normal human who caught sight of one unprepared. They are the elite of the Creator’s army, those involved in direct battle with the forces of the Adversary. But they are not the only forces fighting for the side of good. There are other classes of being below those of the angels, though greater than humans, who serve the angels in the Creator’s forces. Some of these beings mankind has heard of, if mainly through myth and legend, while others are entirely unknown to the majority of our race. I hope to introduce you to some of them soon. Finally, at the bottom of the chain of command, there are the human soldiers, the servants of those who serve the angels. It is these humans – people like you and I – who are often those who oppose the Adversary's schemes on the most basic, daily level, who fight to save their homes and neighbors from evil forces that would destroy them, but which they can never know about. For over twenty years now, since I was only a little older than you, I have been a member of that army. And now, so are you.”
“That’s funny,” Alex said flatly. “I don’t remember signing up.” For the first time, Jonathan looked a little embarrassed.
“I did that for you, when you were just an infant.” Alex’s fear was almost gone now, shunted aside by a building rage. He stood up again, and towered over his still-sitting uncle.
“Why?!”
“Because it was the only way I could see you again!” Jonathan’s voice cracked. “You were my nephew, my beloved sister’s son, and you were being taken away forever. You have no idea what that is like, to lose a member of the family before you can even know him, to know that he is somewhere out there, living out his life, completely ignorant of the ones who gave him that life to live. It was tearing up every member of my family, and my sister – your mother – most of all.”
“Fine,” Alex said, his anger abated only a little. “I can understand feeling that way, I suppose. But you have yet to explain the connection between your feeling bad twenty years ago and everything that has happened to me today.”
“Right as they were taking you away, I asked to see you for a moment. In that moment, I passed on my calling to you. I gave you the gift, the extra abilities that all those who fight with us possess. I initiated you into the Creator’s army.”
“In other words, you drafted me.” Alex crossed his arms over his chest. “Is this how your precious Creator recruits all his warriors? I guess the notion of free choice doesn’t mean that much to him. Frankly, I don’t think that’s someone I would want to be fighting for. And you still haven’t explained how we got from there to here.”
Jonathan jumped up out of his own seat, his own expression now one of anger. Standing, he was once again taller than his nephew, and Alex instinctively wanted to take another step back, but the chair was in his way. He forced himself to hold onto his anger and stand his ground, and meet his uncle glare for glare.
“Never speak that way again,” Jonathan declared. “You have no idea of Whom you speak. No, the situation was not ideal, but I did what I had to to bring you back into my life. When I gave you the gift, you were too young to understand or use it, so it lay dormant within you, to manifest only when you were ready. I knew that when it did activate, you would be drawn back to the one who gave you the gift, to be trained in its use. It was the only chance I had to see you again, the only tool at my disposal, so I used it, even though bestowing the gift upon one who could not make their own decision is strictly forbidden. It was my choice, and though I was punished severely for it, I did not regret it. Not then, and not now, though you are certainly trying my patience.”
“Sorry for disappointing you by actually having my own opinion about you hijacking my nice, normal life.”
“There are other people to consider here than just you. Don’t you have any curiosity about your real family at all?”
“I know my real family,” Alex said in annoyance. He had heard that particular question his entire life, and he was tired of it. “I have no interest in those who gave me up.” In fact, hearing the story of his mother’s indiscretions only made him feel slightly unclean, to have been produced in such a fashion. “Until today, I was having a pretty good life, and I would like to go back to it.”
“That is no longer an option. For one thing, you have abilities now, and you must learn how to control them.”
“How about I just not use them at all?”
“Like you didn’t use them today?” Jonathan snapped. Alex could not think of a suitable reply. His rescue of Roger had been instinctive, and it did make sense that if he used his powers instinctively once, he would do so again. “You haven’t yet told me exactly what happened, but I can guarantee you that something similar will happen again, and if you didn’t hurt anyone the first time, you might do so the second.”
Silence hung in the air for a minute, as Alex digested what he had heard. He hated to admit it, but for the first time since they had met, Jonathan had a valid point. He had saved his friend today, but who’s to say that he might not hurt him somehow next time. Even if his powers were limited to what he had already seen his uncle utilize, there were already several ways he could think of that he could hurt himself and others. But he didn’t want to begin immediately. So much had happened to him today that he needed to think over, to chew up and digest, before he could even begin to learn to use whatever strange new talents he possessed.
“How about a compromise?” he asked. “Give me some time to go home and think over all of this, and then I’ll come back. Let me make one thing clear, though; you can train me, but I make no promises about serving in any sort of army, divine or otherwise. That’s something I’ll have to come to in my own time, if at all.”
Jonathan sighed and shook his head sadly; breaking their eye contact, he wondered over to stand before the fireplace, his hands behind his back. The light of the fire flickered over his face, though the illumination in the room remained steady. After hearing what his uncle had told him, Alex looked around and saw the peculiar house in a new light. Jonathan had said it was his creation, and now Alex wondered if he meant that literally, if not only the house itself but even the rules of nature inside it had been shaped by his uncle to meet his demonstrative needs. Impressive, he thought grudgingly. Is that the kind of thing he can teach me to do? The prospect was not uninteresting, though he still had no desire to spend any real length of time with this man. Maybe a few short lessons, though, spread out over time. I think I could handle that. But no fighting in any war. I think God, or whoever, can make it without me. After a few moments, Jonathan spoke, startling Alex out of his reverie.
“Any other time, that might be acceptable,” he said, “but not now. Your awakening has come at a highly fortuitous time, and we need you right away. I’m afraid your training is going to have to be ‘on-the-job’, so to speak.” He strode briskly back towards Alex, moving and speaking faster than he had before. “In fact, we have probably already wasted too much time here. I created this house as a protected place, but even as we speak, the forces of the Adversary are growing stronger, and I don’t know how long I can keep you safe. I need to take you over to our ally’s world, those whom we serve. From there, we can plan our battle strategy in safety.” He reached out as to take Alex’s arm, but Alex jumped back out of his reach.
“No! I told you I was not going to be a tool in your war. If I’m in danger, it’s because they think I’m fighting for you. Well, I’m not fighting for anybody who didn’t give me my choice in the matter! So let me out, so I can go home and ignore all of this.” Alex ran the few steps over to the front door, and once again frantically yanked on the handle. “Open this door!”
“Alexander, I can’t do that!” Jonathan exclaimed, also running to catch up with his nephew. “I can’t just let you run off. You’re too important to us, to all of us. Please, come along with me quietly, and when you hear the whole story I’ve no doubt you will join us.”
“Get the hell away from me!” Alex flung his arm at his uncle, and Jonathan flew across the room to land in a heap against the opposite wall. Then, in a rage, he spun to face the door once again. “Open!” With the sound of shearing metal and splintering wood, the doors flew off their hinges and skidded out into the road, almost but not quite blocking the way of his car, which was now revealed. Surrendering himself to the adrenaline rush, Alex bolted to his car and drove off, his uncle’s ever-more-frantic cries fading into the sound of the rain.
“No doubt you have heard stories about the fall of man and the expulsion from paradise, leading to armies of angels and demons engaged in an eternal struggle for the heart and souls of mankind. Modern thought dismisses such ideas as folklore, on par with myths of Zeus and Hercules, entertaining tales with moral lessons but no relationship with reality. But what would you say if I told the stories were, for the most part, true, if somewhat distorted by the passage of time? Not only true, in fact, but only the tip of the iceberg of the whole story?”
“I would say that you were crazy,” Alex replied, his voice shaking, not nearly as certain in his pronouncement as he would liked to have appeared. “Or a televangelist, which I suppose isn’t that much of a difference.”
Jonathan smirked. “As I said, the truth has been somewhat distorted over time,” he continued. “Indeed, those televangelists would no doubt faint dead away in fright if they knew the whole of the story. Or that the spiritual powers they impersonate were in fact possessed by others, those who in truth are fighting the battle to which they only pretend.”
“Get to the point,” Alex blurted out, tired of this man’s dramatics. I need to know just how fast I should run screaming. If I could run, that is, he amended ruefully. His sarcasm didn’t seem able to completely conceal the knot pressing down on his lungs, however.
“The ‘point’, as you call it,” Jonathan said sharply, “is meaningless without context. All you know is your own very minor experience, but there is a larger picture with which we are concerned, and which is very concerned with you. You are soon to encounter enemies to freeze your young blood, and if you want to survive it, you must understand exactly what you are going to be fighting.”
“I’m not going to be fighting anything!” Alex exclaimed, jumping out of his chair. “I don’t know what kind of supernatural battle you’ve involved me in, but I want no part of it. Unlock that door now!”
“You don’t have a choice. You are involved, and if you run away from me it will simply follow you home. Unless you wish to expose your loved ones to danger as well as yourself, you will sit down and hear me out.” Jonathan’s eyes had narrowed, and his voice boomed through the large room, echoing off the walls in an unsettlingly unnatural way. Alex felt a shove on his chest, though he saw nothing there, and he fell back into his seat. “Good. From here on, do not interrupt me unless you have a legitimate question. I will tolerate no more childish outbursts.
“Most people know of angels, though to far too many they are merely effeminate cherubs adorning paintings or mantelpieces. In reality, they are fearsome warriors, and though true and good, they would terrify any normal human who caught sight of one unprepared. They are the elite of the Creator’s army, those involved in direct battle with the forces of the Adversary. But they are not the only forces fighting for the side of good. There are other classes of being below those of the angels, though greater than humans, who serve the angels in the Creator’s forces. Some of these beings mankind has heard of, if mainly through myth and legend, while others are entirely unknown to the majority of our race. I hope to introduce you to some of them soon. Finally, at the bottom of the chain of command, there are the human soldiers, the servants of those who serve the angels. It is these humans – people like you and I – who are often those who oppose the Adversary's schemes on the most basic, daily level, who fight to save their homes and neighbors from evil forces that would destroy them, but which they can never know about. For over twenty years now, since I was only a little older than you, I have been a member of that army. And now, so are you.”
“That’s funny,” Alex said flatly. “I don’t remember signing up.” For the first time, Jonathan looked a little embarrassed.
“I did that for you, when you were just an infant.” Alex’s fear was almost gone now, shunted aside by a building rage. He stood up again, and towered over his still-sitting uncle.
“Why?!”
“Because it was the only way I could see you again!” Jonathan’s voice cracked. “You were my nephew, my beloved sister’s son, and you were being taken away forever. You have no idea what that is like, to lose a member of the family before you can even know him, to know that he is somewhere out there, living out his life, completely ignorant of the ones who gave him that life to live. It was tearing up every member of my family, and my sister – your mother – most of all.”
“Fine,” Alex said, his anger abated only a little. “I can understand feeling that way, I suppose. But you have yet to explain the connection between your feeling bad twenty years ago and everything that has happened to me today.”
“Right as they were taking you away, I asked to see you for a moment. In that moment, I passed on my calling to you. I gave you the gift, the extra abilities that all those who fight with us possess. I initiated you into the Creator’s army.”
“In other words, you drafted me.” Alex crossed his arms over his chest. “Is this how your precious Creator recruits all his warriors? I guess the notion of free choice doesn’t mean that much to him. Frankly, I don’t think that’s someone I would want to be fighting for. And you still haven’t explained how we got from there to here.”
Jonathan jumped up out of his own seat, his own expression now one of anger. Standing, he was once again taller than his nephew, and Alex instinctively wanted to take another step back, but the chair was in his way. He forced himself to hold onto his anger and stand his ground, and meet his uncle glare for glare.
“Never speak that way again,” Jonathan declared. “You have no idea of Whom you speak. No, the situation was not ideal, but I did what I had to to bring you back into my life. When I gave you the gift, you were too young to understand or use it, so it lay dormant within you, to manifest only when you were ready. I knew that when it did activate, you would be drawn back to the one who gave you the gift, to be trained in its use. It was the only chance I had to see you again, the only tool at my disposal, so I used it, even though bestowing the gift upon one who could not make their own decision is strictly forbidden. It was my choice, and though I was punished severely for it, I did not regret it. Not then, and not now, though you are certainly trying my patience.”
“Sorry for disappointing you by actually having my own opinion about you hijacking my nice, normal life.”
“There are other people to consider here than just you. Don’t you have any curiosity about your real family at all?”
“I know my real family,” Alex said in annoyance. He had heard that particular question his entire life, and he was tired of it. “I have no interest in those who gave me up.” In fact, hearing the story of his mother’s indiscretions only made him feel slightly unclean, to have been produced in such a fashion. “Until today, I was having a pretty good life, and I would like to go back to it.”
“That is no longer an option. For one thing, you have abilities now, and you must learn how to control them.”
“How about I just not use them at all?”
“Like you didn’t use them today?” Jonathan snapped. Alex could not think of a suitable reply. His rescue of Roger had been instinctive, and it did make sense that if he used his powers instinctively once, he would do so again. “You haven’t yet told me exactly what happened, but I can guarantee you that something similar will happen again, and if you didn’t hurt anyone the first time, you might do so the second.”
Silence hung in the air for a minute, as Alex digested what he had heard. He hated to admit it, but for the first time since they had met, Jonathan had a valid point. He had saved his friend today, but who’s to say that he might not hurt him somehow next time. Even if his powers were limited to what he had already seen his uncle utilize, there were already several ways he could think of that he could hurt himself and others. But he didn’t want to begin immediately. So much had happened to him today that he needed to think over, to chew up and digest, before he could even begin to learn to use whatever strange new talents he possessed.
“How about a compromise?” he asked. “Give me some time to go home and think over all of this, and then I’ll come back. Let me make one thing clear, though; you can train me, but I make no promises about serving in any sort of army, divine or otherwise. That’s something I’ll have to come to in my own time, if at all.”
Jonathan sighed and shook his head sadly; breaking their eye contact, he wondered over to stand before the fireplace, his hands behind his back. The light of the fire flickered over his face, though the illumination in the room remained steady. After hearing what his uncle had told him, Alex looked around and saw the peculiar house in a new light. Jonathan had said it was his creation, and now Alex wondered if he meant that literally, if not only the house itself but even the rules of nature inside it had been shaped by his uncle to meet his demonstrative needs. Impressive, he thought grudgingly. Is that the kind of thing he can teach me to do? The prospect was not uninteresting, though he still had no desire to spend any real length of time with this man. Maybe a few short lessons, though, spread out over time. I think I could handle that. But no fighting in any war. I think God, or whoever, can make it without me. After a few moments, Jonathan spoke, startling Alex out of his reverie.
“Any other time, that might be acceptable,” he said, “but not now. Your awakening has come at a highly fortuitous time, and we need you right away. I’m afraid your training is going to have to be ‘on-the-job’, so to speak.” He strode briskly back towards Alex, moving and speaking faster than he had before. “In fact, we have probably already wasted too much time here. I created this house as a protected place, but even as we speak, the forces of the Adversary are growing stronger, and I don’t know how long I can keep you safe. I need to take you over to our ally’s world, those whom we serve. From there, we can plan our battle strategy in safety.” He reached out as to take Alex’s arm, but Alex jumped back out of his reach.
“No! I told you I was not going to be a tool in your war. If I’m in danger, it’s because they think I’m fighting for you. Well, I’m not fighting for anybody who didn’t give me my choice in the matter! So let me out, so I can go home and ignore all of this.” Alex ran the few steps over to the front door, and once again frantically yanked on the handle. “Open this door!”
“Alexander, I can’t do that!” Jonathan exclaimed, also running to catch up with his nephew. “I can’t just let you run off. You’re too important to us, to all of us. Please, come along with me quietly, and when you hear the whole story I’ve no doubt you will join us.”
“Get the hell away from me!” Alex flung his arm at his uncle, and Jonathan flew across the room to land in a heap against the opposite wall. Then, in a rage, he spun to face the door once again. “Open!” With the sound of shearing metal and splintering wood, the doors flew off their hinges and skidded out into the road, almost but not quite blocking the way of his car, which was now revealed. Surrendering himself to the adrenaline rush, Alex bolted to his car and drove off, his uncle’s ever-more-frantic cries fading into the sound of the rain.